Pushing Boulders

I spend a lot of time trying to work out why I'm so isolated. A lot of us Cassandras are.  Right now, Peter is away with friends he'...

 This is the roller coaster that our situation (not quite relationship), has become. I pull away and he suddenly pulls out all of the stops ...

Following on from my last post about feeling trapped, my mental health has been in tatters.  Lots of questions going around and around in my...

I guess this one will read more like a diary entry.  I feel very depressed. And I know that this is a situational depression. I know that dr...

Today, I went to the spa.  And for the first time in a long time, I was able to enjoy pleasurable, gentle touch to my skin during an aromath...

It may come as a surprise to some readers to learn that Peter still has no ASD diagnosis. I first suspected ASD after reading The Rosie Proj...

I think I became grateful for the forced moments of joy quite early on. I would sense a black, rut-like cloud around him, but doubted my own...